I Didn't Realise | melody08's Blog


I forgot how easy it was to fall back into a hole.

When I'm here in this apartment, I tend to want to keep holed up in my room so I don't have to see anyone. I mean, I like to be out in the sunshine, but I could deal with opening the blinds. For some reason, when I'm here I just want to shut out the world. I don't want anyone else to be around.

I know a big thing is not having a job. I just really need to get a job soon, or I dunno if I'll ever wanna get back into life again.

This hole is wide, and deep, and dark. It's not that I get so depressed about it. I'm perfectly happy staying in my room all day playing on the computer, watching movies, reading. It's not even really about staying in my room. I just like being by myself. If I could be out in the world with no one around, I would love it. But there's people everywhere. Cars driving by, people walking. I could go to the beach or something, but I couldn't bring my laptop there and I don't really like the beach anyway.

One day when I'm super rich, I'm gonna buy a massive property, and have a huge yard, and just be alone whenever I want. I'll just forget that anyone else exists.

Maybe that's why I end up staying up all night. Most people sleep at night and it's quiet, then I can pretend no one else exists. That's the way I like it.


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Posted on 06:16PM on Nov 18th, 2008
Hey, I'm the same way! Nothing wrong with that...
Posted on 06:40PM on Nov 18th, 2008
Ohh, an empty basement would be so awesome. Too bad people in Florida can't really have basements, lol. Damn us being barely above water level! Ha ha. I am jealous of you and your basement.
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