The Blog of melody08

I was talking to a friend of mine on the internet earlier today. I was showing him the Halloween costume I had just bought yesterday. I'm gonna be a sexy french maid. ;) But back to the point. My friend had said, "If Drew can keep his hands off you all night, he's gay!" And somehow we got onto the topic of sex, and he asked me if Drew believed in sex before marriage, to which I had no answer. So my friend suggested I ask, and so I did... via text message.

Turns out he DOESN'T believe in sex before marriage. Yes, my boyfriend is a fucking Clean Teen, Virgin For Life, whatever you wanna call them. Which means him and I will NEVER have sex, since I never ever ever want to get married. Fucking lovely.

But that's not why I'm a jackass. I'm a jackass because I overstepped my boundaries and asked a question that was too personal and it was horrible. Not only did I do all this, but remember, it was in a text message!

So yeah. That kinda bums me out, and makes me feel super awkward, cause I dunno if he judges me based on the fact I'm not a virgin. We're just just kinda play fighting tonight at work, and another co-worker was there with us, and they made some silly comment how it was so early in our relationship and we were already having problems. So I said, "Maybe if Drew didn't lie all the time!" Because I caught him lying about quite a few things tonight. Nothing serious, he just kinda steals other peoples ideas and claims them as his own. Anyways, after that, he said, "Well maybe if Cherokee wasn't such a skank!" I wasn't sure if he was sarcastic or serious or a bit of both... Maybe I'm just paranoid or something.

Just for the record, I'm NOT a skank. I've only kissed one boy my entire life, that hardly makes me a skank.