The Blog of melody08

So the past few weeks have been interesting boy-wise. Last Friday my good guy friend of almost 5 years asked me out via text message (not knowing I was out of state). I do really care about him, cause he's always been sweet to me, but he's always been like my little brother. I don't really want to tell him that cause I know that would hurt him, but I dunno what else to do about that. I just told him we'll see what happens when I get home.

Then, there's Drew, the boy at work who I really like. I was pretty sure he liked me as well, but apparently I was a bit mistaken in that assumption. We saw a couple movies together and afterwards one night I told him that I liked him. This is his response: "I kind of feel that way towards you. I can feel that it's there, but it's not totally open." Wtf? So you like me but you don't, is that it? This was all through text messages btw, lol. So I just told him if he didn't feel the same way it was fine, and he goes, "You're not just saying that to throw me off are you?" I seriously don't understand why this has to be complicated at all. THe texting seemed to randomly end (normally we text way into the night until one of us has to go to bed) and we haven't really talked since. I saw him at work yesterday for a couple minutes, but that was about it. And yes, I felt very awkward, even though I promised myself I wouldn't. And now we have to work together for 8 hours tonight. Not to mention we always go on break together to get soemthing to eat. I really dunno how I'm gonna feel about all this. I wish he would just be like, "I like you." Or, "I don't really see you that way." Or SOMETHING. Come on.

And then there's last night. Ok, so there's this guy in England, I met like, once in real life, and maybe talked to a couple times before that and like none since. Mind you I haven't been to England in over a year now. So this guy starts randomly IMing me last night. Yes, he was quite drunk. And he starts asking me out. No kidding. He's going on about how he remembers me so well, and he thinks American girls are so much nicer and he wants to see me and stuff. I'm just like, "Well see if you remember any of this conversation in the morning." I haven't talked to him since last night, but I am interested to see how his feelings change once he sobers up, lol.

So yeah. The guys I don't like seem to be really interested in me, and the ones I do like, only wanna be my friend or something. Ugh, life.