The Blog of melody08

I tired to post this earlier, but had some complications. Grrr!

So I have this crush on this boy named Drew. I'm not entirely sure if he likes me in that way or not. I know he likes me as a friend, but dunno if he likes me as more than that. But I think he might...

Let me see if I can give some examples.

Ok, so I work alone 12-6 weekdays, and then at 5:30 the night shift people come in to take over. Drew works maybe a couple days during the week, so sometimes I get to see him before I leave. Today was one of those days. So like I said, I work alone during the day, so if it happens to get really busy, I'm pretty much screwed, cause my line gets long fast, and if I don't have someone helping me out it takes a while to get to everyone. Not that I'm slow or bad at my job! I'm really good actually but it's just I'm the only one working, lol. Anyways, so around 5 today, we had a little bit of a rush, and my line started getting long. At 5:30 we had about 4 people come in to work, but 3 of them were supposed to be working door for some reason, and the one working concessions is kinda lazy. But Drew was nice enough to come back and help me out (even though he was a doorman) and ran and got anything I needed. I thought that was very kind.

Also, he actually asked me to see a movie with him. Granted, we do work at the theatre and we get to see movies for free, but still! We were working together Saturday night, and we were talking about the new movies we wanted to see, and it turned out we wanted to see the same ones. After we were talkign abotu this, we had to get back to work and whatnot, and for a while I was thinking how would should totally see them together. See, we have a rule that we get one free ticket for ourselves and guest every week. But if Drew used his guest ticket on me the first time, and then I used my guest ticket on his the second time, we could see two free movies in one week. Shortly after this thought crossed my mind, he came over and said, "You know, we should see those movies together, because if we both went to see them then we could see two in one week." It was like he was reading my mind or something. (This would have freaked me out if I wasn't so used to my thoughts becoming reality, but that's a whole other thing.) I was like, "Hell yeah!" So we saw How to Lose Friends and Alienate People together last night after my shift. That was actually the first time I hung out with someone outside of work, and I pretended it was a date, cause I wasn't really sure if it was or not, lol. The movie was good, and we did talk and joke a lot through out the whole film. But I just wanted to reach over and grab his hand, or lean on his shoulder. Only probelm was, our theatre seats are so damn uncomfortable, we were constantly changing positions. So I didn't really get an oppertunity. :(

Also, he lets me wear his jackets. Not only wear them, but just like, borrow them for extended periods of time. A couple weeks ago we were getting off work around 1:30 am, and it was cold outside, and I had mentioned I didn't have a jacket to wear, and he offered me his. It may have been a Transformers jacket, but it was purple and black, so I didn't really mind. Plus, it was his so that was ok, lol. Then a couple days later I had brought it back to work, and he and brought in a Marvel hoodie (It has like, all the Marvel superheroes on the front of it, and he can name every single one, cause he's kind of a comic book geek, but a really adorable one!) and he asked me if I wanted to switch the Transformers jacket for that one. I wasn't ready to give it back yet though, cause I wanted to make sure it smelled like me before I gave it back, lol. But today I brought it in and hung it up, and when he came in he hung his Marvel hoodie on top of it, so when I left I grabbed it instead. I put it on and noticed it was a bit more comfortable than the Transformers one and just told him I was trading up, lol. I also noticed it smelled more like him, which I like. But I'm still not giving it back 'til it smells like me! Tee hee.

Oh, and another thing, he loves Red vs. Blue, and I have never actually met someone who even knows about it, and that is friggin' AWESOME that we can quote it to each other and no one else knows what we're talking about, lol.

So now we're supposed to see a Nick & Norah's Infinate Playlist Thursday after my shift. Thing is, it starts at 5:30, and then the next show is at 7:40. Previews last 20 minutes, and I can normally get off around 5:45-ish, so the 5:30 one might be perfect. But if I don't get off til 6:00 then I'm gonna miss the first 10 minutes of the movie which I hate, and then have to wait around the theatre for the 7:40 one. I realy don't wanna do that. I think I'll just ask the manager (hopefully Matt cause he'll let me off early) if I can cut out a few minutes early so I can catch the earlier movie. That might work better. Then again, I have to take into account the time it takes me to change, which is only about 3 minutes, but still. I'm kinda anal about my time schedule, lol.

I've promised myself that I would make some sort of move on Thursday. If it's holding his hand, or just a quick kiss on the cheek. I'm normally a go getter kind of person, and I don't like sitting around and not going for something I want. I just hope it doesn't blow up in my face, lol.