The Blog of melody08

SO! I'm kinda in a hyper state right now. And normally I wouldn't be writing a blog in a state like this, but what the hell?

Today I coloured my hair again!  Yes, I added this very awesome red colour which looks pretty kick ass if I do say so myself.  I will of course have to do some touch ups, but that's cool with me. I looooooove to dye my hair!

Also today I watched a bit of Gossip Girl. Maybe 4 or 5 episodes. I really REALLY like the show. And I REALLY REALLY REALLY like the books (I'm on #4 right now, not including the prequel, which I read first, lol). I noticed that after the first episode or two, the show didn't follow the books AT ALL. Not what's happening in my books anyway. But for some odd reason, I don't even care. I love them both! The boys on the show are just so damn hott. And the books are fun to read. I can't get enough. I dunno what the hell I'm gonna do once it's over, lol. I don't even actually know if the book series is over, lol. But I do know that after it there's the Carlyles (sp) and the It Girl which I think is Jenny from what I understand... But I'm not sure yet. I have to keep reading and find out! And they better not end that show anytime soon! Honestly, I really did want to hate it before I watched it. I didn't think it could be any good if everyone else liked it so much. But I'm in love. It's my new crack. And lucky me, it's on right before One Tree Hill!  Can't get any better than that, baby!

I also got some new things yesterday. Couple pairs of shorts for camp, a new Sims 2 expansion pack (can't fucking wait for Sims 3) and some other random things for camp. Yeah, kinda boring. I haven't even played my game yet, lol. I been so preoccupied!

And every night, or at least every other night, my grandma and I go for a 3-4 mile walk. It's nice, because it's on this really pretty path that runs next to a river/brook thingy. I've already seen mice, ducks, geese, and a super cute bunny rabbit! There were some creepy spiders and stuff but I'd like to forget about them. But from these lovely walks, I am getting my ass back in shape.  My legs are stronger and my butt is finally starting to come back to me. I still only weigh 90 lbs (don't ask how, I been eating like mad and it's really frustrating not gaining any weight!) but I would rather have muscle than fat on me. Simply because it's healthier, and muscle weighs more than fat, so yeah. Win win there.

Which does bring up the fact I have not gained a pound in about 2 months. I can go out and eat a full breakfeast, 5 pieces of french toast (so delicious) and bacon and whatever, and not gain a fucking thing! Eat a full dinner, nothing. Snack through out the day, NOTHING! Normally, it wouldn't be pissing me off so much, but there are these laws in affect now that say people who need models can't hire anyone under a certain weight, and I'm pretty sure I fall under the "under-weight" category. They want size 2, I'm a size 00, a size 1 MAYBE if I'm bloated or something. My grandma suggested these milkshake things that I had to drink what I was away, and told me how she used to have to drink them to gain weight, but they are SOOOOO NASTY! I really want to avoid that at all costs, but I really don't know what to do about it anymore.

Enough talking about that. It's making me hungry, lol. And I really should get to bed. I know! It's a reasonable hour! So unlike me! But I've been trying to fix my sleep routine for a while now. Actually seems to be working. I'm alseep by about 1, awake by 9. Nice being awake during the day time.