Ha Ha, Still Making An Effort | melody08's Blog

I let go of Colt the other night. Not sure what else to call it since we were never official. After he walked out on me and made absolutely no effort to make up for it, I lost interest.

I wouldn't mind being friends though, I prefer keeping things on good terms whenever possible. This is what I get:

Colt says:
im here but ima be honest im not expecting to much because im not friends but with like 1 of my ex's and they all said they'd like to be friends...not saying that sitation would happen here but outa however many ex's i have none turn out to be friends hehe they seem to say that just as a "easy way out"

Cherry says:
well I generally make the effort to be friends with exes. Only reason I'm not friends with Drew is cause he's a dickhead :) lol. You're not that bad

Colt says:
ah....that bad

Cherry says:
lighten up, I'm teasing

Colt says:
lol i know im just saying whatever happens between us happens not getting hopes up for a good friendship unless the effort is there to be friends...again not saying it "cant" happen but as a result of my ex's they all dont talk to me anymore but one heh

Cherry says:
yeah, and I'm talking to you now

Colt says:
lol i know but its only been a few days "after" that whole incident thats usually pretty common

Cherry says:
well I guess if I'm common there's no point

Cherry says:
can't say I didn't try

Colt says:
what did i just mention up there i said "not saying it will happen here but in my head its common cause its happened over and over"

Colt says:
didnt say you were "common" just said has to be some effort there for a friendship instead of the ocassional "hey how are you" and "bye"

Cherry says:
well I'm making more effort than you have :P

I guess we'll see what happens. Apparently he needs time to get over it. Seems he was in pretty deep. Funny how he showed it at times. Ah well.

I have been talking to Andy though. Before he mentioned he should probably learn to drive rather than visiting me, but recently he mentioned he might visit instead. I dunno, his visits usually never turn into much, lol. But as long as things stay good I should be back for New Years. I probably already have enough for the ticket. Perhaps I should start looking, Andy was pestering me about it. And he's back to texting me every so often, and I can talk to him on the phone sometimes which is good. Just gotta be careful... Cautious.

But yeah, I suppose I am gonna go look at some flights. And hoepfully I'll get some sleep tonight. I got about 4 hours last night, MAYBE. :( It sucked.