Hmmm | melody08's Blog

Ok, I've been having a feeling a friend of mine has been avoiding me for the past couple weeks. Well, to be honest I feel most people are trying to avoid talking to me, but this one in particular bothers me a bit more I guess.

Whenever I sign onto my messenger, it always seems like within minutes he's signed off (if he's on). He used to always start talking to me once I signed in, and now nothing. I didn't expect him to feel awkward about our last major conversation. We chatted for a few minutes here and there since that happened, but that's all. I hope he's not avoiding me because of what he said. We went from talking for hours at least a few times a week to hardly anything at all. It makes me really bummed out.

It's no secret, even to me, that my other "friends" avoid me. I can call and text them to see if they wanna hang out and somehow they always manage to find some lame excuse. Do I really suck that much that people really don't want anything to do with me?

I'm just feeling lonely I suppose. But that's life.